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Mira \u0130stanbul\u2019a geldi\u011finden bu yana oturup\ndo\u011fru d\u00fcr\u00fcst konu\u015fmam\u0131\u015flard\u0131 bile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Alper\u2019in eve\ngelmek yerine onu d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fta garipsemi\u015fse bile, \u015fu anda bunun\nikisinin tam da ihtiyac\u0131 olan \u015fey oldu\u011funu anl\u0131yordu Emre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mira\u2019ya\nbay\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 Alper. K\u0131z\u0131n zek\u00e2s\u0131ndan ve olgunlu\u011fundan etkilenmi\u015f, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u00fcm\nolumsuzluklar\u0131 kabulleni\u015findeki a\u011f\u0131rba\u015fl\u0131l\u0131\u011fa hayran kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Aslan\u2019la\nEmre\u2019den daha iyi anla\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131 da kesindi. Ak\u015fam yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 programlara onu da\nd\u00e2hil edip, eve t\u0131k\u0131l\u0131p kalmas\u0131na engel olmu\u015ftu. Emre\u2019ye \u00f6zel olan o tepkisi\nolmad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, birlikte olunmas\u0131 \u00e7ok keyifli bir adam oldu\u011fu a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Alper\nyeme\u011fin sonuna do\u011fru \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ndaki baklay\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cDostum\nseninkine ev buldum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cOnun ad\u0131\nMira Alper.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cTamam.\nMira\u2019ya ev buldum. \u0130ster kiral\u0131k, ister sat\u0131l\u0131k. Hangisini ne zaman istersen\nyapabilirsin.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNerede?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBenim\nsitede.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u015eaka m\u0131s\u0131n\nsen? Harika bir haber bu! Hemen konu\u015fal\u0131m sahibiyle.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cKonu\u015fuyorsun\nzaten aslan\u0131m. Benim evi alacaks\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131k\nduygusu sinsiden s\u0131zd\u0131 Emre\u2019nin y\u00fcre\u011fine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNeden?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yeni\ni\u015fim nedeniyle art\u0131k o eve ihtiyac\u0131m kalmad\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNe yeni i\u015fi?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ne oluyordu?\nAlper\u2019in i\u015f de\u011fi\u015ftirme d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi asla olamazd\u0131. Hem Hikmet Bey\u2019e tapard\u0131 hem de\nelinde \u00e7ok iyi davalar vard\u0131. Onlar\u0131 b\u0131rakmak kariyeri a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131ndan b\u00fcy\u00fck kay\u0131p\nolurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cElecox\u2019un\nhukuk m\u00fc\u015faviri oluyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Elecox mu? \u015eu\nb\u00fcy\u00fck enerji \u015firketi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSa\u00e7malama\nAlper! Fransa\u2019da o \u015firket.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAferin.\nBiliyormu\u015fsun.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zlerini\nkapat\u0131p aln\u0131n\u0131 ovu\u015fturdu Emre. Bir yerlerde bir \u015feyi ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131yor olmal\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSen mi ba\u015fvurdun,\nonlar m\u0131 seni arad\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBen\nba\u015fvurdum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNe zaman?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSen\nZonguldak\u2019tan d\u00f6nd\u00fckten sonra&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cDaha \u00f6nce\nbana b\u00f6yle bir \u015feyden hi\u00e7 bahsetmemi\u015ftin.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSen yokken\nkarar verdim babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m. 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Alper\u2019in bir s\u00fcredir uzak duru\u015flar\u0131, eskisi gibi alttan almay\u0131\u015flar\u0131\nyava\u015f yava\u015f anlam kazanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Emre de\u011fildi Alper\u2019in sorunu. T\u00fcm bunlar\nBerna ile ilgiliydi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O kadar uzun\nsustular ki, g\u00f6zleri birbiriyle \u00e7arp\u0131\u015ft\u0131, tartt\u0131, yoklad\u0131\u2026 Emre anl\u0131yordu,\nAlper de Emre\u2019nin anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNeden o\nkadar uza\u011fa ka\u00e7\u0131yorsun?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBa\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc\nkurtulamam Emre.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130lk kez\n\u015fakaya b\u00fcr\u00fcnmeden konu\u015fuyordu Alper. Ona bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda havai, ele avuca s\u0131\u011fmaz bir\no\u011flan \u00e7ocu\u011fu yerine y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f, umudunu kaybetmi\u015f bir adam g\u00f6rd\u00fc. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNe zaman\nverdin bu karar\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSeni\nkaybedece\u011fimi sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAma\nkaybetmedin.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nas\u0131l\nanlataca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilemeden d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc bir s\u00fcre Alper.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u00d6yle\ni\u015flisin ki y\u00fcre\u011fime, zihnime\u2026 Seni hesaba katmadan hi\u00e7bir ad\u0131m atm\u0131yorum\nbiliyor musun? Kararlar\u0131m\u0131 verirken senin ne diyece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp, kimi zaman\nsadece senin y\u00fcz\u00fcnden de\u011fi\u015ftiriyorum onlar\u0131. Bu hem \u00f6zel hem i\u015f ya\u015fam\u0131mda\nge\u00e7erli\u2026 \u0130nsanlarla ili\u015fkilerimde ge\u00e7erli&#8230; Hayat\u0131m\u0131n t\u00fcm\u00fcnde ge\u00e7erli\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tan\u0131d\u0131k bir\nmutluluk \u0131l\u0131k \u0131l\u0131k akt\u0131 i\u00e7ine Emre\u2019nin. Sevgiydi bu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSenin benim\nhayat\u0131mdaki onca ihti\u015fam\u0131na ra\u011fmen, asl\u0131nda ikimizin birbirimize pamuk\nipli\u011fiyle ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fumuzu fark ettim ben o kazada. \u00d6lebilirdin. Yok\nolacakt\u0131n. Hi\u00e7 olmayacakt\u0131n bundan b\u00f6yle. Yapayaln\u0131z kalacakt\u0131m ve ben\nhayat\u0131m\u0131n t\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc kaybedecektim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zlerine\ng\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen ya\u015flar, Alper\u2019in o an bunun a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011finin en derininde\nhissetti\u011fini g\u00f6steriyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cT\u00fcnelde\nya\u015fam\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fen sadece sen de\u011fildin Emre. O g\u00fcn, benim de Berna\u2019ya bak\u0131\u015f\u0131m\nde\u011fi\u015fti.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ger\u00e7ekle\ny\u00fczle\u015fmek zorunda kalan bir adam\u0131n hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131, t\u00fckenmi\u015fli\u011fi sindi bir an \u00fczerine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSeni\nse\u00e7ti\u011finde, onun bir g\u00fcn bana d\u00f6nece\u011fine ger\u00e7ekten inanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Oyun oynamay\u0131\nkorkusuyla y\u00fczle\u015fmeye tercih etmesine \u00e7anak tuttum y\u0131llarca. Senin sevgini bir\ns\u00fcl\u00fck gibi emmesine g\u00f6z yumdum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u0131zg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131\nBerna\u2019ya de\u011fil, kendisineydi. Do\u011frulu\u011funa inand\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fey i\u00e7in arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131\nincitmeye de\u011fip de\u011fmeyece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc bir s\u00fcre. Ama Emre, Alper\u2019in d\u00fcr\u00fcstl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc\nhak ediyordu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBen\nBerna\u2019y\u0131 seviyorum. Ve biliyor musun, Berna da beni seviyor. Sana ihtiyac\u0131 var\nama sevdi\u011fi benim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Emre\u2019nin\nbembeyaz kesilen y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn kendisini vazge\u00e7irmesine izin vermedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cRiske\ngirmeden gizli gizli ya\u015famay\u0131 tercih etti\u011fi sevgisiyle y\u0131llarca beni hayat\u0131nda tuttu.\nNe geldi, ne gitti. Ama ona ait oldu\u011fumu, yan\u0131mdaki kad\u0131nlar\u0131 k\u0131skand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\nhissettirerek sevgimi, umudumu bilin\u00e7li bir \u015fekilde besledi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu da bir\noyundu onun i\u00e7in. Beni se\u00e7meyi\u015finin nedeni, sahip oldu\u011fumu varsayd\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0131k\u0131m\npotansiyelimdi. Seni se\u00e7erek benden uzak durdu. Ama bensiz olman\u0131n yarataca\u011f\u0131\nbo\u015flu\u011fu da beni ya\u015fam\u0131nda tutarak doldurdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Seviyorum\nevet. Ama sevdi\u011fin insanlar \u00f6lebiliyor. Bu y\u00fczden, sevgiyi oyunlarla\nde\u011fersizle\u015ftirmemek laz\u0131m. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Berna,\ncesaret edemedi\u011fi bir sevgiyi hak etmiyor. O y\u00fczden cesaretimi ben topluyorum\nve gidiyorum.\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Emre bo\u015f\nbak\u0131\u015flarla bakt\u0131 bir s\u00fcre Alper\u2019e. Y\u0131llara biriken an\u0131lar tek tek zihnine\n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrken,&nbsp; ona yan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyememek\nb\u00fcy\u00fck bir deprem yaratt\u0131 i\u00e7inde. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Onun\nsuskunlu\u011funda, riyan\u0131n arkas\u0131na gizlenmeyen kabulleni\u015fi g\u00f6rd\u00fc Alper. Anla\u015fmak\ni\u00e7in kelimelere ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131 yoktu. S\u00f6ylenecek ba\u015fka bir \u015fey de yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yemeklerini\nbitirdiler. Hesab\u0131 \u00f6deyip kalkt\u0131lar. Motosikletlerine binip, yol ayr\u0131m\u0131na kadar\nbirlikte s\u00fcrd\u00fcler, korna selam\u0131yla farkl\u0131 y\u00f6nlere gittiler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Eve\ngirdi\u011finde Berna yatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Salonun \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 yakmad\u0131 bile Emre. B\u00fcfeden\nkendisine konyak doldurdu, koltu\u011fa oturup g\u00f6rmeyen g\u00f6zlerle karanl\u0131\u011fa bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Alper\u2019in\nhakl\u0131 oldu\u011funu Berna\u2019n\u0131n yan\u0131na gitti\u011fi ilk g\u00fcnden beri biliyordu. Aptal\u0131\noynayan bir aptald\u0131 o ama bunu kendisine itiraf etmemek i\u00e7in senelerce u\u011fra\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Berna\n\u2019Galiba ben de kald\u0131ramam,\u2019 derken onun Alper\u2019e g\u00f6nderdi\u011fi o istemsiz bak\u0131\u015f\u0131\ng\u00f6rmemi\u015f gibi davranm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 mesela. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Alper\u2019in yanlar\u0131na\nher geli\u015finde y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn k\u0131zarmas\u0131n\u0131 heyecan diye ge\u00e7i\u015ftirmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u0131z\narkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda huysuzlan\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131, onlar\u0131 her zaman k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcmseyip gizli gizli\nyar\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 ve Alper\u2019e onlardan \u00fcst\u00fcn oldu\u011funu kan\u0131tlama \u00e7abas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmemek\nistemi\u015fti. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Her ili\u015fki\nbiti\u015finde y\u00fcz\u00fcne yerle\u015fen ayd\u0131nl\u0131k g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyi hakl\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131n gururuna\nyormu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama Alper\u2019e\ntokat att\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn, g\u00f6zlerindeki bak\u0131\u015f\u0131 hi\u00e7bir \u015feye yoramam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yorsayd\u0131, onun\nk\u0131skanan bir kad\u0131n\u0131n tokad\u0131 oldu\u011funu kabul etmesi gerekecekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130lk itiraf\u0131n\nard\u0131ndan, \u00e7orap s\u00f6k\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc \u00f6rnekler \u00f6n\u00fcne. G\u00f6rmemeyi tercih etti\u011fi her\nhareket, b\u00fcy\u00fcte\u00e7 tutulmu\u015f gibi netle\u015fti. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 alkol\nmiktar\u0131 artt\u0131k\u00e7a, bilinci bilin\u00e7alt\u0131ndaki sahneleri c\u0131mb\u0131zla \u00e7ekip \u00e7\u0131karmakta\nuzmanla\u015ft\u0131 ve g\u00fcn a\u011far\u0131rken, Emre\u2019nin sekiz y\u0131l\u0131 \u00f6ncekinden bamba\u015fka bir\nyorumla ger\u00e7ek \u00e7izgisine oturdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Berna Alper\u2019in\nen yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131 aralar\u0131na bir kalkan gibi dikmi\u015fti. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tam sekiz y\u0131ld\u0131r kendisine ait oldu\u011funu sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 sevgi balonu \u015fu an elinde s\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f bir plastik par\u00e7as\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.  \u0130\u00e7indeki k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 hazmetmenin bir yolunu bulabilecek miydi? 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