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Ve sal\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026 Ve \u00e7ar\u015famba g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026\nPlaka i\u015flemlerinin tamamlan\u0131p makinesini teslim alabilece\u011fini \u00f6\u011frendi\u011finde\nper\u015fembe g\u00fcn\u00fc ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 evden. Adliyeye art\u0131k gidilemeyece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc\nsaatte&#8230; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Motor k\u0131yafetlerini\nyan\u0131na ald\u0131. Ma\u011fazadan ayr\u0131l\u0131nca, bir s\u00fcre \u00e7evre yolunda dola\u015f\u0131p yeni\nmakinesinin tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde ak\u015fam olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Berna ile kap\u0131da\nkar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131lar. Be\u015f g\u00fcnd\u00fcr ayn\u0131 evin i\u00e7inde rastgele rastla\u015fmalar\u0131n \u00f6tesine\ngitmemi\u015fti ili\u015fkileri. Ne Berna konu\u015fuyordu, ne Emre. Ayn\u0131 otelde kalan iki\nyabanc\u0131 gibiydiler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kap\u0131dan i\u00e7eri girmek\n\u00fczereyken evin \u00f6n\u00fcne gelip duran motosiklete bakt\u0131 Berna. Bedeni gergin,\nka\u015flar\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131kt\u0131. Emre park edip kask\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yeni k\u0131yafetlerini,\nmotosikleti uzun uzun s\u00fczd\u00fc. Ard\u0131ndan, i\u00e7eri girip yaln\u0131zm\u0131\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na g\u00fcn\u00fc\ntamamlamaya devam etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">D\u00f6rt g\u00fcnd\u00fcr dava\ni\u00e7in \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131lmamas\u0131n\u0131 garip buluyordu Emre. Berna istese ne yapar eder, pazartesi\ng\u00fcn\u00fc sonu\u00e7land\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 bo\u015fanmay\u0131. Ama ne konusunu a\u00e7\u0131yor, ne bilgi veriyordu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cuma g\u00fcn\u00fc de\nbekleyecekti Emre. 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Emre mutlu olduklar\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131yordu. Ama \u015fimdi kafas\u0131 \u00e7ok\nkar\u0131\u015f\u0131kt\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u0130li\u015fkilerini yeni\nba\u015ftan g\u00f6zden ge\u00e7iriyor, detaylara gizlenmi\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fck anlamlar\u0131n fark\u0131na\nvar\u0131yordu. Berna\u2019n\u0131n Alper\u2019den hi\u00e7 vazge\u00e7memi\u015f oldu\u011funu i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e hep bildi\u011fini\nanlamak y\u00fcre\u011fini kat\u0131la\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hep bir oyun oynanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve buna Emre de\nd\u00e2hildi. Sadece Alper kat\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f, uzak durmu\u015ftu bundan. \u015eimdi de durdu\u011fu gibi.\nOnlar\u0131 yine kendi oyunlar\u0131nda ba\u015f ba\u015fa b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Derin bir nefes al\u0131p\ntelefonunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ve Alper\u2019in numaras\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cN\u2019aber ko\u00e7um?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cMakinene atlay\u0131p\ngel ve siyah at\u0131mla tan\u0131\u015f.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYa\u015fa! Ald\u0131n m\u0131?\nKulland\u0131n m\u0131? Nas\u0131l?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cKendin g\u00f6r,\u201d\ndiyerek telefonu kapatt\u0131. Yirmi dakika i\u00e7inde onun burada olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Eve girip kask\u0131yla\neldivenlerini giri\u015fe b\u0131rakt\u0131, montunu \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ve kendisine bir kahve haz\u0131rlad\u0131.\nBerna masaya oturmu\u015f bir tak\u0131m k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tlar \u00fczerinde \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Genellikle eve i\u015f\ngetirmedi\u011fini bildi\u011finden, bunun kendisinden uzak durmak i\u00e7in bir bahane\noldu\u011funu tahmin etmesi hi\u00e7 de zor de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00e7alan\nkorna sesiyle yerinden kalk\u0131p d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Alper gelmi\u015f, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n sular\u0131 akarak\nsiyah at\u0131n\u0131 inceliyordu. Anahtar\u0131 ona f\u0131rlat\u0131p, \u201cBekle, giyinip geliyorum.\nBiraz turlar\u0131z,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde\nAlper\u2019in makinesine y\u00f6nelip oturdu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBen mi kullanaca\u011f\u0131m\n\u015fimdi bunu,\u201d derken s\u0131r\u0131t\u0131yordu gen\u00e7 adam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cSen kullan. D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fte\nseni toparlaman\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karaca\u011f\u0131m nas\u0131l olsa,\u201d diyerek g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi Emre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Eve do\u011fru ka\u00e7amak\nbir bak\u0131\u015f atan Alper, \u201cBelki Berna da tan\u0131\u015fmak isterdi yeni makineyle. Gelip\ngelmeyece\u011fini sormayacak m\u0131s\u0131n?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Eldivenlerini\ns\u0131k\u0131la\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p anahtar\u0131 konta\u011fa sokan Emre, \u201cHangimizin arkas\u0131na oturmak\nisteyece\u011fi konusunda karars\u0131zl\u0131k ya\u015famas\u0131na olanak vermeyelim bence,\u201d dedikten\nsonra kask\u0131n\u0131n cam\u0131n\u0131 kapatarak makineyi \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131 ve sol sinyali verip arkas\u0131n\u0131\nkontrol edip yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Eve do\u011fru son bir\nbak\u0131\u015f f\u0131rlatan Alper i\u00e7inden \u2018Ah Berna\u2019 diye s\u00f6ylenerek arkas\u0131n\u0131 kontrol etti,\nEmre\u2019nin arkas\u0131ndan f\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gri ve siyah iki\nmotor, yol boyu bir dans\u00e7\u0131 zarafetiyle birbirlerini ge\u00e7erek \u00e7evre yoluna\nba\u011fland\u0131lar. Her d\u00f6neme\u00e7te motorlar asfalta olabildi\u011fince yakla\u015f\u0131yor, yolun\ngidi\u015fine g\u00f6re \u015feridin sa\u011f ya da sol taraf\u0131na konumlan\u0131yor, yolda seyreden\nara\u00e7lar\u0131n yan\u0131ndan r\u00fcya gibi kay\u0131p gidiyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bir solukta y\u00fcz\nkilometreden fazla yol yapt\u0131klar\u0131nda, yol kenar\u0131na k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ev s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla\nyerle\u015ftirilmi\u015f bir et restoran\u0131n\u0131n park alan\u0131na girdiler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kask\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karan\nAlper, \u201c\u0130nmek istemiyorum, yeminle inmek istemiyorum,\u201d diyerek konta\u011f\u0131 kapatt\u0131.\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Makineden inen Emre\nkask\u0131n\u0131 ve eldivenlerini kendi makinesinin \u00fcst \u00e7antas\u0131na koyduktan sonra, \u201cHer\ng\u00fczel \u015feyin bir sonu oluyor haliyle,\u201d diye s\u0131r\u0131t\u0131p restorana y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cam kenar\u0131na oturup\nyanlar\u0131na gelen garsona, onun \u00f6nerdi\u011fi k\u00f6fteyi \u0131smarlay\u0131p birbirlerine\ns\u0131r\u0131tt\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c\u015eeytan diyor, yap\nbir \u015f\u0131mar\u0131kl\u0131k, sat elindekini, al yenisini.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cDinleme sen o\n\u015feytan\u0131. Daha \u00e7ok kahr\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7eker senin o\u011flan.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBir t\u00fcnel de ben\nbulup b\u0131raksam \u015funu orada.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">G\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen y\u00fcz\u00fcne inen\nkaranl\u0131k, Emre\u2019yi bir anda sessizle\u015ftirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c\u00dczg\u00fcn\u00fcm dostum.\nBazen dilimle beynim e\u015f zamanl\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmay\u0131 beceremiyor.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bir s\u00fcre garsonun\ngetirdi\u011fi salatayla oyalanan Emre, \u201cYar\u0131n yola \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorum,\u201d diyerek bombay\u0131\nortaya b\u0131rak\u0131verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Alper, bunun herhangi\nbir yol olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7g\u00fcd\u00fcsel olarak hissetti\u011finden \u00e7atal\u0131 elinden b\u0131rak\u0131p\ng\u00f6zlerini arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n karanl\u0131k maviliklerine dikti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNe yolu bu?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cKaradeniz.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cTek ba\u015f\u0131na m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallayarak\nonaylad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBerna biliyor mu?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bu kez ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki\nyana sallad\u0131 Emre. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yeniden salataya\nyo\u011funla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131klar\u0131 ilgileri garsonun k\u00f6ftenin ilk porsiyonunu getirmesiyle\nda\u011f\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYan\u0131na arkada\u015f\nistersen izin alabilirim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sessizlik bir s\u00fcre\nhavada b\u0131rakt\u0131 bu c\u00fcmleyi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBu yaln\u0131z \u00e7\u0131kmam\ngereken bir yolculuk Alper. Hem senin de Berna\u2019n\u0131n yan\u0131nda olman gerekiyor.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c7atal\u0131n\u0131 sinirle\ntaba\u011fa b\u0131rakt\u0131 gen\u00e7 adam. \u201cBerna\u2019n\u0131n kocas\u0131 ben de\u011filim Emre. Sensin. Onun\nyan\u0131nda olmak da sana d\u00fc\u015fer.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mavi g\u00f6zler\ndurgundu. Ama sakin, hazmetmi\u015f, dalgalar\u0131ndan vazge\u00e7mi\u015f bir durgunluktu bu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBo\u015fanma k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131\nimzalad\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Alper\u2019in rengi bir\nanda beyaza d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemek istediyse de sesi \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131. Emre\u2019ye bak\u0131p\ns\u00f6ylediklerini anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ve s\u00f6ylemediklerini\u2026 Sesinin titremeden\n\u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131na ikna oldu\u011funda sadece tek bir kelime \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNeden?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc art\u0131k ben\nonun g\u00f6z\u00fcnde babas\u0131na benzeyen bir adama d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cT\u00fcnelle A\u011fva\naras\u0131nda ne oldu Emre?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cMira oldu.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cMira da kim?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cT\u00fcnelde yan\u0131mda\nolan k\u0131z.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Alper\u2019in a\u011fz\u0131 bir\nkar\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. G\u00f6zlerine bombo\u015f bir bak\u0131\u015f yerle\u015fti. Duydu\u011funu alg\u0131lay\u0131p\nkelimeleri anlamlar\u0131yla e\u015fle\u015ftirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. A\u011fz\u0131 kapand\u0131. G\u00f6zleri k\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131.\nDerin bir nefes ald\u0131. Emre\u2019yi ba\u015ftan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 s\u00fczd\u00fc. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Yeniden g\u00f6zlerine\nd\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, \u201cHay\u0131r,\u201d dedi. \u201cDuydu\u011fum \u015fey, duydu\u011fumu sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fey olamaz. Ben\nsenin nas\u0131l bir adam oldu\u011funu kendimden iyi bilirim. Berna\u2019ya olan sevgini de\nkendiminki kadar bilirim. Her ne yapt\u0131ysan, nedenini bilmek istiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Emre\u2019nin g\u00f6zleri bir\nanda s\u0131cac\u0131k \u0131\u015f\u0131klara b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc. Belki i\u00e7lerine dolan birer g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 damlas\u0131n\u0131n\nyans\u0131malar\u0131yd\u0131 bu \u0131\u015f\u0131klar ama p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l bir dans sergilendi maviliklerinde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cSen onunla \u00e7ok iyi\nanla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBerna ile mi?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cMira ile.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cAnlat bana.\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Anlatt\u0131 Emre.\nT\u00fcneli. Mira\u2019y\u0131. Berna\u2019y\u0131. Alper\u2019in b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ise, Emre\u2019nin g\u00f6zlerinin\nsadece Mira\u2019dan bahsederken ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYar\u0131nki yolculu\u011fun\u2026\nOna m\u0131 gidiyorsun?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131 Emre.\n\u201cKorunmad\u0131m Alper. E\u011fer hamileyse onu tek ba\u015f\u0131na b\u0131rakamam.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cDe\u011filse?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c\u0130yi oldu\u011fundan emin\nolup d\u00f6nece\u011fim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cOna \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olmu\u015f\nolabilir misin Emre?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cAlper ben onun\ny\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bile hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Ye\u015fil g\u00f6zler\u2026 Sar\u0131ya yak\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u2026 Hepsi karanl\u0131kta\ng\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm foto\u011fraf kareleri gibi.\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201c\u0130nsan karanl\u0131kta da\n\u00e2\u015f\u0131k olabilir.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBiliyorum ama\nMira\u2019ya \u00e2\u015f\u0131k de\u011filim. Olsayd\u0131m s\u00f6ylerdim, inan bana.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cPek\u00e2l\u00e2, inan\u0131yorum.\nBeni arayacak m\u0131s\u0131n gitti\u011finde? Akl\u0131m sende kalacak.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cArar\u0131m. L\u00fctfen sen\nde Berna\u2019ya g\u00f6z kulak ol.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Alper\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fcne\ndonuk bir bak\u0131\u015f yerle\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cBu konuda sana s\u00f6z\nveremem.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Neden? Bunca sene\nbekledikten sonra neden kendisini \u00e7ekmi\u015fti Alper?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cD\u00f6rt sene boyunca\nona yanl\u0131\u015f adamla oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledin. Neden vazge\u00e7tin?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ac\u0131 bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme yerle\u015fti adam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne. Masan\u0131n \u00fczerindeki k\u00fcrdanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli bir \u015fey yapar gibi elinde \u00e7evirdi. Sonra ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p g\u00f6zlerini Emre\u2019ye dikti. \u201cYanl\u0131\u015f adamlayd\u0131 zaten. Ama ben onun bana, senin hata yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7in de\u011fil, benden ba\u015fka kimseyle mutlu olamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in gelmesini istemi\u015ftim. 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Ve sal\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026 Ve \u00e7ar\u015famba g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026 Plaka i\u015flemlerinin tamamlan\u0131p makinesini teslim alabilece\u011fini \u00f6\u011frendi\u011finde per\u015fembe g\u00fcn\u00fc ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 evden. Adliyeye art\u0131k gidilemeyece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc saatte&#8230; Motor k\u0131yafetlerini yan\u0131na ald\u0131. Ma\u011fazadan ayr\u0131l\u0131nca, bir s\u00fcre \u00e7evre yolunda dola\u015f\u0131p yeni makinesinin tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde ak\u015fam olmu\u015ftu. Berna ile kap\u0131da kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131lar. 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