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bir a\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131n sonucunda belli s\u00fcreli\u011fine ortaya \u00e7\u0131kan, ana\nihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131 g\u00f6lgeleyen ama doyuruldu\u011fu anda da yerini yeniden onlara b\u0131rakan\nge\u00e7ici ihtiya\u00e7lard\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u015fte Alper ve Emre,\nBerna\u2019n\u0131n ge\u00e7ici ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n kurban\u0131 olmu\u015flard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130lk tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131nda\nBerna\u2019n\u0131n kendisinden \u00e7ok etkilendi\u011fini biliyordu Alper. Aralar\u0131ndaki cinsel\n\u00e7ekim kendisini her zaman hissettirmi\u015fti. Berna Alper\u2019in ilgisinin fazlas\u0131yla\nfark\u0131na varm\u0131\u015f; hayat\u0131 fazla ciddiye almadan \u00f6zg\u00fcrce ya\u015famas\u0131, kararl\u0131 ve g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc\nduru\u015fu, ki\u015fili\u011finden \u00f6d\u00fcn vermeyi\u015fi gen\u00e7 kad\u0131nda ona sahip olma g\u00fcd\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc\ntetiklemi\u015fti. Ama t\u00fcm bunlar, ayn\u0131 zamanda babas\u0131n\u0131 da \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in,&nbsp; ondan hep uzak durmu\u015f, yine de hayat\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131na\nasla izin vermemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sonra Emre gelmi\u015f,\nyumu\u015fac\u0131k karakteriyle Berna\u2019y\u0131 sar\u0131p sarmalam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Aralar\u0131ndaki sevgiden yana\nhi\u00e7 ku\u015fkusu olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 Alper\u2019in. Ama Emre Berna\u2019n\u0131n sadece ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131yd\u0131. Baba\nfig\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn neden oldu\u011fu y\u0131k\u0131m\u0131n arkas\u0131ndan gelen g\u00fcven eksikli\u011fini kapatacak bir\nyamayd\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Emre sakin bir\nlimand\u0131. O sakinlikte bo\u011fulurdu Berna. Onun \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc hissedebilmesi i\u00e7in a\u00e7\u0131k\ndenizlere yelken a\u00e7mas\u0131, f\u0131rt\u0131nalarda savrulmas\u0131 gerekirdi. Sert g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn\nalt\u0131nda kendisinin bile bilmedi\u011fi gizli ihtiyac\u0131, otoriteydi. Bu y\u00fczden de\nsadece kendisinden daha bask\u0131n bir erkekle mutlu olabilirdi. Ona uyum sa\u011flayan\nerke\u011fi ezmesi ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Emre ile ili\u015fkileri\nhen\u00fcz bu d\u00fczeye gelmemi\u015f olsa da Berna\u2019n\u0131n inatla \u00e7ocuk yapmak istememesi,\nbilin\u00e7alt\u0131nda onun da bunu bildi\u011fini g\u00f6steriyordu. Berna Emre ile bir hayat\nkurmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. 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O halde Berna\nacilen bulunmal\u0131yd\u0131 ve Alper de bunu nas\u0131l becerebilece\u011fini gayet iyi\nbiliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Telefonunu eline\nald\u0131, y\u00fcz\u00fcnde pis bir s\u0131r\u0131t\u0131\u015fla mesaj\u0131 yaz\u0131p g\u00f6nder tu\u015funa bast\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2018Emre istifa etti.\u2019<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>E\u011fer Berna\u2019y\u0131\ntan\u0131yorsa ki onu kendisinden bile fazla tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131na kal\u0131b\u0131n\u0131 basabilirdi,\nolaylar\u0131n kontrol\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131ndan huzursuz olacak, mesaj\u0131 okudu\u011fu an\nsolu\u011fu evde alacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Alayla kendi kendine\ng\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. Berna\u2019ya ula\u015fman\u0131n anahtar\u0131n\u0131 buldu\u011fu an, Emre\u2019nin Berna\u2019ya en \u00e7ok\nihtiyac\u0131 oldu\u011fu and\u0131. Alper\u2019e yine kenara \u00e7ekilmek ve onlar\u0131n bir araya\ngelmesini seyretmek d\u00fc\u015fecekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Saatin dokuzu\nge\u00e7ti\u011fini fark edip toparland\u0131. Ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc adliyeye gidece\u011fi i\u00e7in tak\u0131m elbise\ngiymeyi tercih etti. Aynada kendisini bir s\u00fcre s\u00fczd\u00fc. Yak\u0131yordu. Sadece yakmak\nistedi\u011fi kimse yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Emre\u2019yi ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,\np\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l mavi g\u00f6zlerinin yine ya\u015famla dolu oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rmek \u00f6yle g\u00fczeldi ki,\nge\u00e7en haftan\u0131n hi\u00e7 ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu bile d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fclebilirdi. Yeni bir motosiklet\nalacak olmak, hayat\u0131n anlam\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na y\u00fcceltebilecek bir konuydu. Emre\u2019ye\niyi gelecekti. Hem de \u00e7ok iyi gelecekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>BMW\u2019nin sat\u0131\u015f\nma\u011fazas\u0131na girdiklerinde stantta duran 2016 model k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 &#8211; gri motosiklet\nikisinin de nefesini kesti. Pamuk helva tezg\u00e2h\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnde yutkunan \u00e7ocuklar gibi\nbir s\u00fcre d\u00f6n\u00fcp duran makineyi seyrettiler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zlerini bir an\nbile ay\u0131rmadan, \u201c\u00c7ok g\u00fczel, de\u011fil mi?\u201d diye hayranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sundu Alper. Emre de Alper\u2019e\nbakmadan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131. \u201cMuhte\u015fem.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBu seferki k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131\nolsun.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cK\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 at olmaz.\nSiyah olacak.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNe at\u0131 ya?\nTutturdun bir Siyah at.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cArt\u0131k \u00f6yle.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131p\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc bir s\u00fcre Alper.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cT\u00fcnelde mi oldu bu\nd\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen sesiyle,\n\u201cEvet,\u201d dedi Emre\u2026 O kadar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Siyah olacakt\u0131. Mira\nona bu ad\u0131 takt\u0131ktan sonra ba\u015fka bir renk alamazd\u0131 Emre. Onu hat\u0131rlamak i\u00e7in\nde\u011fil, art\u0131k bir motosikleti ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc g\u00f6remeyece\u011fi i\u00e7in\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Her t\u00fcrl\u00fc aksesuar\u0131n\nd\u00e2hil edildi\u011fi makinenin sat\u0131\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7in gerekli imzalar at\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra, s\u0131ra\nk\u0131yafet almaya geldi. Korumal\u0131 pantolon, mont, kask, bandana, ya\u011fmurluk,\neldiven, bot derken Alper de dayanamay\u0131p kendine bir mont ve bot ald\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Teslimat\u0131n plaka\ni\u015flemleri tamamlan\u0131r tamamlanmaz ger\u00e7ekle\u015fece\u011fini \u00f6\u011frenmek, stokta istenen\nrenkte makine ve aksesuarlar\u0131n t\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn olmas\u0131 kadar \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131yd\u0131. O y\u00fczden\npaketleri araban\u0131n bagaj\u0131na koyarken Alper \u201cBug\u00fcn bir bilet al sen bence,\u201d\ndedi\u011finde ikisi de kahkahalar\u0131n\u0131 tutamad\u0131. Birlikte g\u00fclebilecek birisinin\nolmas\u0131 g\u00fczeldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Art\u0131k Alper adliyeye\ngidecek, Emre de plaka i\u015flemleri i\u00e7in noterden vek\u00e2let \u00e7\u0131kartacakt\u0131. Ak\u015fam i\u015f\n\u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ofise gelece\u011fini s\u00f6yleyerek ayr\u0131ld\u0131 Alper\u2019den.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u00fcm i\u015flemler\np\u00fcr\u00fczs\u00fcz sonland\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, ofisin yan\u0131ndaki parka gidip oturdu. \u0130\u015f saatinin\nbitimine daha \u00e7ok vard\u0131 ve Emre zaman\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6rt duvar aras\u0131nda harcamak istemiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bazen \u00f6\u011flen\nsaatlerinde Berna ile buraya ka\u00e7arlard\u0131. \u015eu an yan\u0131nda onun olmas\u0131n\u0131 isteyip\nistemedi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Verecek bir cevab\u0131 yoktu. Tart\u0131\u015fmas\u0131z bir evet\u2019in hemen\ngelmeyi\u015fi bile ba\u015fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na bir cevapt\u0131 asl\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O kendisinden uzakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda\nEmre de uzakla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, sekiz y\u0131la birikmi\u015f anlar gelmiyordu\nakl\u0131na. Kendisine tiksinerek bakan Berna geliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2018Nas\u0131l bir sevgi bu?\n\u0130lk darbede da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131k m\u0131?\u2019 <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zlerini kapat\u0131p\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Berna ile konu\u015fmadan, onunla ilgili d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler\n\u00fcretmeyecekti. Onu seviyordu. Bu sars\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131 atlatabilirlerse sevgileri daha da\ng\u00fc\u00e7lenebilirdi. Atlatamazlarsa da\u2026 D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmemeliydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Telefonunu a\u00e7\u0131p\ninternetten yeni motosikletinin resimlerini inceledi. Siyah at\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130natla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmemeye\n\u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 ye\u015fil g\u00f6zlerin sahibi g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek belirdi zihninde. Y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bile \u00e7ok\nhat\u0131rlayam\u0131yordu. Vard\u0131 bir siluet ama detaylar\u0131 sadece tek tek d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde\nnetle\u015fiyordu. Hepsi bir b\u00fct\u00fcn olarak g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne gelmiyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama sesini,\nkokusunu, nefesini ezbere biliyordu. S\u00f6yledi\u011fi her c\u00fcmle akl\u0131ndayd\u0131. Her birini\nvirg\u00fcl atlamadan tekrarlayabilirdi. Kendisine sadece tavan\u0131n y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131na kadarki\ns\u00fcreyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye izin veriyordu. Oradan \u00f6tesine \u015fu ana kadar hi\u00e7 ge\u00e7memi\u015fti.\nGe\u00e7erse bulaca\u011f\u0131 \u015feyi \u00e7ok iyi biliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Vicdan azab\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir kez ad\u0131n\u0131\nkoyunca \u00e7orap s\u00f6k\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi \u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler beynine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mira nas\u0131l\natlatacakt\u0131 ya\u015fananlar\u0131? Hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131, bilmedi\u011fi bir erkekle birlikte olmu\u015f,\ncinselli\u011fi onunla ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130lklerini \u00e2\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fu bir erkekle ya\u015fama \u015fans\u0131n\u0131\nyitirmi\u015fti. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hayata devam etme\nolas\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011funu bilse, onun bunu yapmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordu. \u015eimdi nas\u0131l ba\u015fa\n\u00e7\u0131kacakt\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Acaba ailesi ya da\n\u00e7evresine kar\u015f\u0131 k\u00f6t\u00fc bir durumda kalacak m\u0131yd\u0131? Tutucu bir ailesi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131\nizlenimini edinmi\u015fti ama ya yan\u0131l\u0131yorsa? Ya onun hayat\u0131 da bir \u00e7\u0131kmaza\nsapland\u0131ysa?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Birden akl\u0131na gelen\nbir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceyle ba\u015f\u0131ndan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kaynar sular d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc. Korunmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Aman tanr\u0131m!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nefesi ci\u011ferlerine\nhapsolup s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Elini g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne g\u00f6t\u00fcrerek kalbinin at\u0131p atmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kontrol\netmek ister gibi orada tuttu bir s\u00fcre. Kahretsin! Ya Mira hamileyse?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ne yapard\u0131? Ald\u0131r\u0131r\nm\u0131yd\u0131? Bunun sars\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bile atlatamayacak kadar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc Mira. Do\u011furur muydu?\nAilesine ne derdi? Ona kim arka \u00e7\u0131kar, yard\u0131m ederdi? D\u0131\u015flarlar m\u0131yd\u0131? K\u0131z\u0131n\nya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131 deh\u015feti ve korkuyu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc anda \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k atmak istedi Emre. Nas\u0131l\nbir \u00e7ark\u0131n i\u00e7ine hapsolmu\u015ftu ikisi de. Hayatta kalmay\u0131 ba\u015farabilecekler miydi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Derin nefesler\nalarak sakinle\u015fmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Mira\u2019n\u0131n hamile olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmeliydi. E\u011fer\nbir bebek varsa, onu kurtlar sofras\u0131nda yapayaln\u0131z b\u0131rakamazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nas\u0131l bulacakt\u0131 onu? Soyad\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyordu. Gazetede yazm\u0131\u015flar m\u0131yd\u0131 acaba? Polis tutanaklar\u0131nda olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Hastanede de olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Asl\u0131nda sadece ismini bile verse, k\u0131z\u0131 bulabilecek ba\u011flant\u0131lar\u0131 vard\u0131. Ama kimsenin ondan haberi olsun istemiyordu. Sanki bilirlerse kirlenirlermi\u015f gibi geliyordu. 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