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Ne kadar yaz\u0131k&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6n\u00fcndeki\nbilgisayarda hasta bilgilerini kontrol eden hem\u015fire Nesrin, yan\u0131ndaki di\u011fer\nhem\u015fireye olan\u0131 biteni anlatmaktan memnundu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c30 ya\u015f\u0131nda gencecik\nadam. O da\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde neler ya\u015fad\u0131 kim bilir. Bak \u015fu kenarda donya\u011f\u0131 gibi duran\nkad\u0131n var ya\u2026 Kar\u0131s\u0131 o. Pek surats\u0131z bir \u015fey.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cKocas\u0131 yo\u011fun\nbak\u0131mda abla, nas\u0131l suratl\u0131 olsun?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bilmi\u015f bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcmseme\nyerle\u015fti Nesrin\u2019in y\u00fcz\u00fcne. Yirmi y\u0131ld\u0131r insan sarraf\u0131 olmu\u015ftu. \u00d6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7en\ninsan say\u0131s\u0131 az\u0131msanamayacak kadar \u00e7oktu. Bu kad\u0131n surats\u0131zd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cKuzusunu bu odada\nb\u0131rakanlar\u0131 g\u00f6rmedik mi? Koca neymi\u015f? G\u00f6zlerinde ac\u0131 olur, umut olur, pi\u015fmanl\u0131k\nolur, ama bir \u015fey olur. \u015euna baksana\u2026 Ha burada, ha de\u011fil.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hem\u015firelerden gen\u00e7\nolan\u0131 ilgiyle kad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fczd\u00fc. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u00c7ok g\u00fczel de \u00e7ok\nsert be abla. Bizim Hasret Hoca vard\u0131 lisedeyken. O da b\u00f6yle sert bakard\u0131,\nakl\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 yakalanaca\u011f\u0131z diye. Bir ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn koridor inlerdi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cKad\u0131n dedi\u011fine bu\nkadar sertlik yak\u0131\u015fmaz k\u0131z\u0131m. Yumu\u015fak bakacak g\u00f6zlerin.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Koridordaki kad\u0131n\u0131n\nyan\u0131na yakla\u015fan adama ilgiyle bakt\u0131 gen\u00e7 olan\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBu kim ola ki?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cO\u011flan\u0131n\narkada\u015f\u0131ym\u0131\u015f. Bunlar\u0131n hepsi motorcu&#8230; Delidir bunlar\u0131n kanlar\u0131. Adam\u0131n\nkar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bir dakika bo\u015f b\u0131rakmad\u0131 bu. Onu ye, bunu i\u00e7, evlat edinmi\u015f sanki. Ya\nda\u2026 Neyse, g\u00fcnahlar\u0131na girmeyeyim \u015fimdi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cGir abla, gir.\nSevgilisi mi ha?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBilmem de, bu kadar\nilgi de ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n kar\u0131s\u0131na fazla.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAbla \u00e7ok\nyak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131ym\u0131\u015f ama bu ya. Tam tipim. Kara kara sa\u00e7lar, kara kara g\u00f6zler, kaytan\nb\u0131y\u0131k, s\u0131r\u0131m gibi boy. Niye bizi bulmaz bunlar abla be.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0131y\u0131k alt\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi\nNesrin Hem\u015fire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSenin de s\u0131ran\ngelir. Bulur seni de bir kaytan b\u0131y\u0131kl\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAy in\u015fallah abla\nbe.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u00c7\u0131k\u0131yormu\u015f bug\u00fcn ha\nbizim k\u0131z.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cEvet, day\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\ni\u015flemlerini yap\u0131yor.\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cVah k\u0131nal\u0131 kuzum.\n\u00c7ok i\u00e7im ac\u0131d\u0131 ona da. \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr \u015fu k\u00f6\u015fede gizli gizli bekledi o\u011flan uyan\u0131r m\u0131\ndiye.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cTan\u0131m\u0131yorlar m\u0131ym\u0131\u015f\nabla bunlar birbirlerini?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYok, ilk g\u00fcn\n\u00e7ekinik \u00e7ekinik Emre Bey nas\u0131l diye sordu, soyad\u0131 ne dedim, bilmiyorum dedi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAman abla be, ka\u00e7\nhasta var burada da soyad\u0131n\u0131 soruyon, sen de b\u00f6yle e\u011fleniyon herhal.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cOlsun. Aileden\nde\u011filse kimseye bi\u015feycik demem.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cDemedin mi ona da?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cE o bunlar\u0131n\naileden olmasa da bizim aileden gibi oldu. K\u0131yamad\u0131m, dedim ne sorduysa.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cOdas\u0131nda hep a\u011flad\u0131\nbe abla. \u0130\u00e7im k\u0131y\u0131ld\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBak ne diyece\u011fim.\nBen \u015fimdi \u015funlar\u0131 bir k\u0131\u015fk\u0131\u015flayay\u0131m buradan, sen getir k\u0131nal\u0131y\u0131. Gitmeden\ngirsin i\u00e7eri yavrucak.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cEssah m\u0131 abla! Sen\nvar ya, buraya ba\u015fhekim olmal\u0131s\u0131n abla, valla bak yeminle.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cY\u00fcr\u00fc git hadi,\ng\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6rmesin seni. Ba\u015fhekimmi\u015f, t\u00f6vbe t\u00f6vbe.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Y\u00fcz\u00fcne yerle\u015fen\ngevrek g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyi, kap\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnde bekleyenlere yakla\u015f\u0131rken siliverdi Nesrin\nHem\u015fire. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYar\u0131m saat kadar \u015fu\nodaya alay\u0131m sizi. Temizlik bitsin, ben haber veririm size.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Birka\u00e7 dakika sonra\ngelen k\u0131z\u0131n a\u011flamaktan k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 olmu\u015f burnu ve \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f g\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6ren Nesrin\u2019in\ni\u00e7ini yine derin bir ac\u0131ma duygusu kaplad\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u00c7ok te\u015fekk\u00fcr\nederim, bu yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 hi\u00e7 unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m Nesrin Abla,\u201d diye kad\u0131na sar\u0131ld\u0131.\nHeyecandan g\u00f6zleri \u00e7akmak \u00e7akmakt\u0131, ayaklar\u0131 birbirine dola\u015f\u0131r olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek \u201cHadi\ngir, beni g\u00f6rmeden de sak\u0131n gitme,\u201d diye tembihledi k\u0131z\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mira solu\u011funu\ntutarak odan\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131nda bir s\u00fcre i\u00e7eriye bakt\u0131. Yatakta sa\u011f\u0131ndan solundan bir\ns\u00fcr\u00fc kablo ge\u00e7en adam hi\u00e7 hareketsiz yat\u0131yordu. Hemen yan\u0131ndaki monit\u00f6rde kalp\nat\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fczenli sesi kap\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan bile duyuluyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Derin bir nefes al\u0131p\ni\u00e7eri girdi. Yata\u011fa yakla\u015ft\u0131. G\u00f6zlerini adam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne dikip uzun bir s\u00fcre\nnefesini tutarak izledi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cY\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc hat\u0131rlayamad\u0131m.\nEn \u00e7ok bu yaralad\u0131 beni.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ezberlemek ister\ngibi g\u00f6zlerini adam\u0131n hatlar\u0131nda gezdirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cHayat\u0131m\u0131 k\u00f6k\u00fcnden\nde\u011fi\u015ftirdin ve ben senin akl\u0131ma saklayaca\u011f\u0131m bir resmine bile sahip olamamaktan\n\u00e7ok korktum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kana kana su i\u00e7mek\ngibiydi Emre\u2019ye bak\u0131\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSakal\u0131n \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f\niyice. Ama ben senin sakals\u0131z nas\u0131l oldu\u011funu parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131mdan biliyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgiyle dola\u015ft\u0131\ng\u00f6zleri her noktas\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cG\u00f6zlerin de kapal\u0131\nama ben onlar\u0131n ne g\u00fczel bir mavi oldu\u011funu uykumda bile hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Monit\u00f6rden gelen\nd\u00fczenli seslere kendi kalbi e\u015flik ediyordu. Elini adam\u0131n eline uzatt\u0131,\ndokunmadan geri \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSenin \u00fczerinde hi\u00e7\nhakk\u0131m yok. Biliyorum. Dokunamam sana. \u00d6pemem seni. Sar\u0131l\u0131p koklayamam. Ama\nsenin ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir d\u00fcnyaya kurtulmay\u0131 da kald\u0131ramam ben. Sana ihanet etmi\u015f\ngibi hissederim kendimi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zlerine dolan\nya\u015flar\u0131 eliyle silmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00f6rmek istiyordu Emre\u2019yi ama lanet g\u00f6zleri hi\u00e7\nkurumuyordu ki.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSen bana hayat\u0131ndan\nbir par\u00e7a vermedin. Senin hayat\u0131n bir ba\u015fkas\u0131na ait\u2026 Sen bana \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden bir\npar\u00e7a verdin ve o benim b\u00fct\u00fcn hayat\u0131m oldu.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zlerini monit\u00f6re\ndikip kalp at\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 izledi bir s\u00fcre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAma \u015fimdi sanki\nya\u015famak istemiyor gibisin. Benim y\u00fcz\u00fcmden mi uyanm\u0131yorsun Emre?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zlerini iyice\nkurulay\u0131p adam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc seyretti. S\u00f6ylediklerine tepki bekler gibi\u2026 K\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015fler\nde bar\u0131\u015fmay\u0131 bekler gibi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBen dert olmam\nsana. Hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmem, aramam seni. Kimse bilmez, s\u00f6ylemem. Kendime bile demem.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00f6z veriyordu\ninan\u00e7la. \u0130kna olsa Emre, a\u00e7acakt\u0131 sanki g\u00f6zlerini. \u0130nan\u0131yordu Mira buna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cKar\u0131n d\u0131\u015far\u0131da\nbekliyor. Sevdi\u011fin kadar varm\u0131\u015f biliyor musun? Sensiz ya\u015famay\u0131 reddediyor o da.\nB\u00fct\u00fcn duygular\u0131 kapal\u0131, \u00f6ylece bekliyor seni. Benim i\u00e7in gelme, onun i\u00e7in gel.\nOnu da kanad\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131k b\u0131rakma.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kanmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 yine\nEmre. A\u00e7mam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 g\u00f6zlerini. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBirazdan g\u00f6t\u00fcrecek\nday\u0131m beni Zonguldak\u2019a. Bir daha hi\u00e7 g\u00f6remeyece\u011fim seni. Tek, nefes ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\nbilirsem ya\u015fayabilirim hayat\u0131m\u0131n kalan\u0131n\u0131. Bunun i\u00e7in uyan, olur mu? Ben devam\nedebileyim diye.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zlerinden sicim\ngibi akan ya\u015flar y\u00fcz\u00fcnden \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6remiyordu.&nbsp;\nKoridordan bir ses geldi\u011finde yerinden s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cGitmem gerek. Beni\nburada bulmalar\u0131ndan korkuyorum. Ama ezberledim seni. Art\u0131k ad\u0131m gibisin. \u00d6lene\ndek i\u00e7imdesin. Seninle \u00f6lemedim ama akl\u0131mda sen olarak \u00f6lece\u011fimi biliyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Elini uzat\u0131p y\u00fcz\u00fcne\ndokunmak istedi, son bir kez Emre\u2019nin tenini hissetmek istedi Mira. Yapamad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSeninle \u00f6lmek bu\nkadar g\u00fczelse, seninle ya\u015famak kim bilir nas\u0131l g\u00fczeldir. Ho\u015f\u00e7a kal \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ayakta\nduracak g\u00fcc\u00fc bulamayaca\u011f\u0131ndan korktu. Sevecen g\u00f6zlerle bakan hem\u015firenin\nkendisini \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ederek g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fckle yan\u0131na gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cGidiyor musun?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131.\nDudaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kabilecek tek sesin sadece bir h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131k olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131\nbiliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cUyand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda\n\u00f6\u011frenmek ister misin?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kederden \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131\nkaybetmi\u015f ye\u015fil g\u00f6zler bir anda ayd\u0131nland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u00c7ok isterim. \u00c7ok\nhem de.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hemen bir k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t\nkalem uzat\u0131p \u201cTelefonunu yaz bana,\u201d dedi Nesrin Hem\u015fire. \u201cO g\u00fczel kalbine\nk\u0131yamam ben senin. Uyan\u0131r uyanmaz haber veririm.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Burnunu \u00e7ekerek\nnumaray\u0131 yazd\u0131ktan sonra kad\u0131na s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131ld\u0131 Mira.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAblam. Te\u015fekk\u00fcr\nederim. \u0130\u00e7imdeki kara bulutu \u00e7ekip ald\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cDeli k\u0131z.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kollar\u0131ndaki minik\nbedenin titremeleri i\u00e7ini burktu Nesrin\u2019in. Hani tan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 bilmese k\u0131z\nadam \u00e2\u015f\u0131k diyecekti ama\u2026 <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cUyan\u0131nca ona bir\n\u015fey s\u00f6ylememi ister misin kuzucum?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sustu Mira. G\u00f6zleri\nyerde, \u00f6ylece durdu. Hayat s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131 i\u00e7erisinde Mira\u2019n\u0131n Emre\u2019ye\ns\u00f6yleyebilece\u011fi bir \u015fey yoktu. Onlar\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn kelimeleri \u00f6l\u00fcm s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131na aitti.\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Konu\u015famayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131\nanlad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda sadece ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallayarak istemedi\u011fini belli etti. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Omuzlar\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fck,\nayaklar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcyerek uzakla\u015fan Mira\u2019n\u0131n ard\u0131ndan bir s\u00fcre bak\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131\nkederle. Sonra odaya gidip \u201cGe\u00e7ebilirsiniz, i\u015fimiz bitti,\u201d diyerek aileyi\nsalona \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tam alt\u0131 saat sonra\nNesrin yeni serumu takarken a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 Emre\u2019nin g\u00f6zleri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u00e7inde g\u00fcl\u00fcc\u00fckler\nbar\u0131nd\u0131ran sesiyle \u201cSonunda uyand\u0131n demek. Hemen doktora haber verelim de gelip\nbaks\u0131n sana,\u201d diyerek d\u0131\u015far\u0131 ko\u015facakken bile\u011fini kavrayan elle duraklad\u0131 kad\u0131n.\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Korku dolu mavi\ng\u00f6zler yalvar\u0131rcas\u0131na bakarken \u201cMira?\u201d diye bir f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karabildi\ndudaklar\u0131ndan yaln\u0131zca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u00e7i s\u0131cac\u0131k oldu\nNesrin\u2019in. O k\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n bo\u015fa olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmek rahatlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kad\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek, \u201c\u0130yi\no. Hayatta,\u201d dedikten sonra bir s\u00fcre sustu. Adam\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne yerle\u015fen rahatlama k\u0131za\nde\u011fer verdi\u011fini g\u00f6steriyordu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSeni \u00e7ok merak etti\nama day\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc onu bug\u00fcn.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mavi g\u00f6zler kapand\u0131. Nesrin\u2019in kolunu kavrayan el gev\u015fedi. 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