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Mat\u0131n \u00fczerine yan yana oturmu\u015fken elleri birbirine kenetli,\nnefesleri di\u011ferine can yolda\u015f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dald\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin\nkaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 iyice art\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bilinciyle Emre, hem gen\u00e7 k\u0131z\u0131 oyalama arzusuyla\nhem de merak etti\u011finden \u201cMira\u2019y\u0131 anlatsana biraz bana,\u201c dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAnlatacak \u00e7ok fazla\nbir \u015fey yok. On sekiz ya\u015f\u0131mday\u0131m. Lise sonda okuyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAilen?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u0130ki karde\u015fim daha\nvar benden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck. Dedem de bizimle ya\u015f\u0131yor. Annem, babam, bir de day\u0131m. Day\u0131m\nge\u00e7en sene bo\u015fand\u0131, bizimle kal\u0131yor. Onun evine gidiyordum i\u015fte.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBaya\u011f\u0131 kalabal\u0131km\u0131\u015f\neviniz ger\u00e7ekten.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAilemin g\u00f6z\u00fcnde\nd\u00fcnyadaki en g\u00fczel, en haval\u0131, en tatl\u0131, en ak\u0131ll\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kendi tan\u0131m\u0131na\ng\u00f6nderdi\u011fi nazireye g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen gen\u00e7 adam, \u201cHayattan ne bekliyorsun?\u201d diye\nsordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAnla\u015f\u0131lmak.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130lgin\u00e7 bir kelimeydi\nbu. Anla\u015f\u0131lmak\u2026 Emre Mira\u2019n\u0131n bununla ne kastetti\u011fini anlamam\u0131\u015f olman\u0131n verdi\u011fi\nrahats\u0131zl\u0131kla bocalad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAnlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 nas\u0131l\nitiraf edece\u011fimi bilemedim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u0130nsanlar\u0131n ne\nyapt\u0131\u011f\u0131ma de\u011fil, neden yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131ma yo\u011funla\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131 istiyorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc beni yapt\u0131klar\u0131m\nde\u011fil, bunu yapmama yol a\u00e7an nedenlerim tan\u0131mlar.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Konu\u015fmas\u0131ndaki\n\u00f6zg\u00fcven, Emre\u2019nin k\u0131za daha da hayran olmas\u0131na neden oldu. 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Bu k\u0131z derindi. \u00c7ok daha derin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNedir seni\nnedenlerin?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u00d6nce sen s\u00f6yle,\nsence neden ayr\u0131 eve \u00e7\u0131kmak istiyor olabilirim?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Evlenene kadar\nailesinden ayr\u0131 ya\u015famay\u0131 Emre neden istemi\u015fti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u00d6zg\u00fcr olmak.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bunu s\u00f6ylerken bile\ncevab\u0131n Mira i\u00e7in bu kadar basit olamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBen zaten \u00f6zg\u00fcr\u00fcm.\nYar\u0131n anneme babama bir \u015fey olsa, karde\u015flerime tek ba\u015f\u0131ma bakaca\u011f\u0131m. Yan\u0131mda\nbana yol g\u00f6sterecek, bir s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131mda dan\u0131\u015fabilece\u011fim annem babam olmayacak. 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Kitaplar\u0131\nd\u00fcnyaya bak\u0131\u015f a\u00e7\u0131na saplan\u0131p kalmadan okursan, senin d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda kalan o m\u00fcthi\u015f\nzenginli\u011fi de ruhuna katabilirsin.\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu k\u0131z\u0131n muhte\u015fem\nbir potansiyeli vard\u0131 ve ailesinin bunu bast\u0131rmadan, kullanmas\u0131na izin\nverdi\u011fini anlamak ho\u015funa gitmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSen felsefe ya da\nsosyoloji okumal\u0131s\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cKazan\u0131rsam \u00f6\u011fretmen\nolmay\u0131 istiyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mira i\u00e7in \u00e7ok do\u011fru\nbir se\u00e7imdi ger\u00e7ekten. Onun insanlara verecek \u00e7ok \u015feyi vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cKazan\u0131rs\u0131n. Cin\ngibisin.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBakal\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sesi buruktu ama\nEmre\u2019yi en \u00e7ok Mira\u2019da ilk kez g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc umutsuzluk rahats\u0131z etti. &nbsp;Konuyu farkl\u0131 bir y\u00f6ne \u00e7evirip bu havay\u0131\nda\u011f\u0131tmak istedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cErkek arkada\u015f\nyapmad\u0131n m\u0131 kendine?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cErken daha.\n\u00dcniversiteye gireyim, \u00f6yle.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBelki o da sen\nbah\u00e7ede otururken bulur seni.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBelki.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O \u2018belki\u2019de umut\nde\u011fil, dile getirilmeyen bir inan\u00e7 eksikli\u011fi vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBiliyor musun,\nBerna ile bir k\u0131z\u0131m bir de o\u011flum olmas\u0131n\u0131n hayalini kurar\u0131m hep. K\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n sana\nbenzemesini \u00e7ok isterdim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cGurur duydum. Bu,\ny\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 arkada\u015f\u0131ndan \u015fik\u00e2yet\u00e7i de\u011filsin mi demek oluyor?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek, \u201cHi\u00e7\nde\u011filim elbette. Bu saatleri sen \u00e7ekilir hale getiriyorsun benim i\u00e7in,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSen olmasan \u00e7ok\nkorkard\u0131m Emre. Akl\u0131m\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131racak gibi hem de.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u015e\u015f\u015f, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme. Ben\nburaday\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sonuna kadar da\nyan\u0131nda olup onu korkular\u0131ndan uzak tutacakt\u0131. Bu d\u00fcnyada yapabilece\u011fi son\n\u015feyler art\u0131k sadece Mira i\u00e7indi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cEmre\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cS\u00f6yle.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSence t\u00fcneldeki gaz\nbo\u015falmam\u0131\u015f m\u0131d\u0131r art\u0131k? Neden hi\u00e7 ses duymuyoruz ta\u015flar\u0131n arkas\u0131ndan?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBilmiyorum bebe\u011fim.\nAma ellerinden gelenin en iyisini yapt\u0131klar\u0131na eminim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cPeki, burada\noldu\u011fumuzu nereden biliyorlar?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBilmiyorlar ama\ny\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131n\u0131n bu taraf\u0131nda birisi olabilir varsay\u0131m\u0131yla kurtarma \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131\nyapacaklar.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cTamam.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Emre\u2019nin i\u00e7inde Mira\u2019ya\nsar\u0131l\u0131p ona g\u00fcvende oldu\u011funu hissettirmek i\u00e7in b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ihtiya\u00e7 uyand\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cGel buraya.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kollar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na\nsokulan k\u0131z\u0131 s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131p \u201cHer \u015fey iyi olacak, merak etme,\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cTamam.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tavan\u0131n tam o anda\nb\u00fcy\u00fck bir g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcyle Mira\u2019n\u0131n arabas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine \u00e7\u00f6kmesi, ikisi i\u00e7in de tam bir\n\u015fok oldu. Emre, uyku tulumunu hemen \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011fa ba\u011f\u0131ran k\u0131zla kendi \u00fczerine\n\u00f6rterek onu ve kendisini havalanan tozdan korumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Akl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kan k\u0131z\u0131\nkoruma g\u00fcd\u00fcs\u00fcyle gen\u00e7 adam t\u00fcm dikkatini ona vermi\u015fti. Mira\u2019y\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131\nsarmalay\u0131p, d\u00f6k\u00fclen ta\u015flar\u0131n sesi kesilene kadar \u201cGe\u00e7ecek, sakin ol, ge\u00e7ecek,\u201d diye\nf\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. Alt\u0131ndaki minik beden tir tir titriyor, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 olabildi\u011fince\nEmre\u2019nin boynuna g\u00f6m\u00fcyordu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sesler kesilip\nortal\u0131k sakinle\u015fti\u011finde, uyku tulumunu a\u00e7maya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan Mira\u2019n\u0131n ellerini tutup\n\u201cToz yutars\u0131n, \u00e7\u0131kma\u201d diyerek tuttu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Eliyle y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc\nok\u015fay\u0131p ona i\u00e7indeki \u015fefkati aktarmak, \u015fu an Emre\u2019nin de ihtiyac\u0131 olan \u015feydi.\nTopra\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda, do\u011fan\u0131n hiddetiyle ba\u015f ba\u015fa, ellerinde birbirlerine verecek\n\u015fefkatten ba\u015fka bir \u015feyleri yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u0131z\u0131n h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131\nyava\u015f yava\u015f kesilip de nefesi normale d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, Emre yava\u015f\u00e7a tulumu\nkald\u0131rarak havay\u0131 kontrol etti. Acaba fener neredeydi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cMira.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cE- efendim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u015eimdi ikimiz de\nduvar kenar\u0131na oturaca\u011f\u0131z. Sonra ellerimizin ve ayaklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n eri\u015fti\u011fi yere\nkadar yoklay\u0131p feneri bulaca\u011f\u0131z.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cTamam.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI\u015f\u0131lda\u011f\u0131 bulsak da\nolur. Ya fener ya \u0131\u015f\u0131ldak\u2026 Anlad\u0131n m\u0131 beni?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAnlad\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAferin k\u0131z\u0131ma. Hadi\n\u015fimdi otural\u0131m. Ama \u00e7ok yava\u015f ol. Nas\u0131l bir \u015feyin i\u00e7inde oldu\u011fumuz hakk\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir\n\u015fey bilmiyorum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cTa- tamam.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Do\u011frulup oturana\nkadar Mira Emre\u2019nin elini b\u0131rakmad\u0131. Bir s\u00fcre sesleri dinleyerek sessiz\nkald\u0131ktan sonra, elini ondan ay\u0131rarak etraf\u0131n\u0131 yoklamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Emre de \u0131\u015f\u0131lda\u011f\u0131n\nyerini kestirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak ileri do\u011fru uzand\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBurada bir \u015fey yok.\nHep ta\u015f, toprak.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Emre uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131 son\nyerde \u0131\u015f\u0131lda\u011f\u0131n ucunu yakalay\u0131nca, \u201cBuldum!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mira\u2019n\u0131n h\u0131zl\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131\nald\u0131\u011f\u0131 nefes d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131t\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131. Emre \u0131\u015f\u0131lda\u011f\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 an, ikisinin de\nnefesi i\u00e7lerinde t\u0131kan\u0131p kald\u0131. Oturduklar\u0131 yer d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda her yer ta\u015f doluydu.\nSadece onlar\u0131n oldu\u011fu yerdeki duvar \u00e7\u00f6kmemi\u015f, sa\u011flam kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015eimdilik\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mira\u2019n\u0131n arabas\u0131\nart\u0131k neredeyse g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu. Tam \u00fczerine inen b\u00fcy\u00fck bir kaya par\u00e7as\u0131, tavan\u0131\nkoltu\u011fa kadar \u00e7\u00f6kertmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mira\u2019n\u0131n \u00fczg\u00fcn sesini\nduyup bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yere d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Yana devrilen motosikleti, \u00fczerine y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan ta\u015flarla\ncan \u00e7eki\u015fen siyah bir at\u0131 and\u0131r\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cEmre.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cEfendim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBizi koruyan biri\nmi var dersin?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cKim bilir?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yan\u0131na sokulan k\u0131z\u0131\nkollar\u0131yla sarmalad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u00d6lece\u011fiz de\u011fil mi?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u015e\u015f\u015f, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme b\u00f6yle\n\u015feyler.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBana s\u00f6ylemedi\u011fini\nbiliyorum. \u0130lk g\u00fcn anlad\u0131m ben. Tavana bak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Suyu istedi\u011fim gibi\nkullanmam\u0131 s\u00f6yledi\u011finde de anlad\u0131m. Buradan \u00e7\u0131kabilece\u011fimize inansayd\u0131n, idare\netmemizi s\u00f6ylerdin.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00f6ylenebilecek ne\nvard\u0131 ki? Cin gibi bir k\u0131za yalan s\u00f6yleyip ikisinin de zek\u00e2s\u0131na hakaret etmenin\nanlam\u0131 yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cHakl\u0131s\u0131n Mira,\n\u00f6lece\u011fiz.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cTamam.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cTamam m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cTamam. Yani\nyapabilece\u011fimiz bir \u015fey olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anl\u0131yorum. O zaman korkman\u0131n ne gere\u011fi var\nki?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNas\u0131l bir \u00e7ocuksun\nsen b\u00f6yle?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBen \u00e7ocuk de\u011filim\nki.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u0131z\u0131n burnunu iki\nparma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131ran adam, \u201cHem de harika bir \u00e7ocuksun,\u201d diye\nf\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir s\u00fcre daha etraf\u0131\nseyrederek yeni ko\u015fullar\u0131n\u0131 alg\u0131lamaya ve ona al\u0131\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNas\u0131l \u00f6lece\u011fiz?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cEn b\u00fcy\u00fck korkum\ntavan\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6kmesiydi, o da oldu. Nas\u0131l oldu\u011funu anlamasam da biz bundan\nkurtulduk. Sa\u011flam kalan bu duvar, d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan kaz\u0131 ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7\u00f6kebilir. Ama\n\u00e7\u00f6kmeyebilir de. Emin de\u011filim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7\u00f6kecekti. Belki de\nkaz\u0131ya gerek kalmadan \u00e7\u00f6kecekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBa\u015fka?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cOnlar gelene kadar\ni\u00e7erideki hava t\u00fckenebilir.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u00c7ok can\u0131m\u0131z yanar\nm\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSanm\u0131yorum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>San\u0131yordu. Bo\u011fularak\n\u00f6lmenin en ac\u0131 veren \u00f6l\u00fcmlerin ba\u015f\u0131nda geldi\u011fini duymu\u015ftu. Ama Mira\u2019n\u0131n bunu\nbilmesine gerek yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBa\u015fka?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cD\u0131\u015far\u0131daki karbon monoksitten\nzehirlenebilirdik ama san\u0131r\u0131m i\u00e7eriye s\u0131z\u0131nt\u0131 yok art\u0131k. Ben yabanc\u0131 bir koku\nalm\u0131yorum, sen al\u0131yor musun?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kokuyu duymalar\u0131na\ngerek yoktu. Yava\u015f yava\u015f i\u00e7eri doluyorsa, al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f olacaklar\u0131ndan\nanlamayacaklard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYok, sadece toz\nkokuyor.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cEvet. O da bir s\u00fcre\nsonra azal\u0131r.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cHer durumda\nbo\u011fularak \u00f6lece\u011fiz demek ki. Hava bitecek ya da duvar y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131p \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz toprakla\n\u00f6rt\u00fclecek.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u00d6yle g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mira Emre\u2019ye d\u00f6nerek uzun uzun g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131. \u201cYan\u0131mda oldu\u011fun i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u015fansl\u0131y\u0131m. 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Mat\u0131n \u00fczerine yan yana oturmu\u015fken elleri birbirine kenetli, nefesleri di\u011ferine can yolda\u015f\u0131yd\u0131. Dald\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 iyice art\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bilinciyle Emre, hem gen\u00e7 k\u0131z\u0131 oyalama arzusuyla hem de merak etti\u011finden \u201cMira\u2019y\u0131 anlatsana biraz bana,\u201c dedi. \u201cAnlatacak \u00e7ok fazla bir \u015fey yok. On sekiz ya\u015f\u0131mday\u0131m. 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